SaScott Philip Goergens, mugwagwa wekugadzira mafirimu waive wakareba uye uchimonyoroka neanopfuura mashoma ekumira munzira.

Iye wemakore makumi mana nematanhatu munyori uye director vakadzidza kuda kutyisa semwana, sezvinoita vazhinji vedu, tichitenda muchidimbu kuna maiguru vake uye hama dzemukoma avo vese vaive vateveri vanotyisa.

"Pose pataienda kunoona hama dzedu, taigara tichihaya chimwe chinhu kubva kuchitoro chemuno chemavhidhiyo," akadaro pataigara pasi kuti tibvunzurudzwe. Unotyisa Mwedzi Unodada. "Ndakaoneswa mhando dzese dzemafirimu anoshamisa, anoshamisa pazera diki uye ndakangozvidya. Ndakaida. ”

Panguva yaakange ave mukuru pachikoro chesekondari, akange aine chishuwo chine hutano chemacabre uye aive atanga kuzvibvunza kuti aigona here kugadzira mafirimu iye. Vabereki vake vaive vatanga tsika nemukoma wake wekupa vana vavo rwendo kuenda chero kwavanoda kuenda sechipo chekupedza kudzidza. Mukoma wake akaenda munzira, asi nguva yacho payakasvika, Goergens akange aine imwe pfungwa mupfungwa.

"Ndaiita senge, 'ini handidi kuzviita. Unganditengera camcorder here? ' Saka vakawana camcorder kwandiri ndikangotanga kutamba ndichitenderera nayo. "Ini ndaida mabhaisikopo anotyisa saka ndatanga kuita uye kudzidza ndega ndichiona zvandingaite."

Yake yekutanga "mafirimu" aive akaomarara. Aigona kungoita mu-kamera kugadzirisa uye nekudaro akapfura zvese zvakateedzana, achibaya nyaya pamwechete sezvaaifamba. Shamwari dzake nemhuri vakabatana mukumubatsira kutaura nyaya dzake uye aive aine nguva yehupenyu hwake.

Goergens zvakare inyanzvi uye iye sezvaakatanga kutevera iro divi rehunhu hwake hwekugadzira zvakanyanya, kugadzira firimu kwakawira munzira.

Akasangana nemurume uyo aizove murume wake pazera ramakore gumi nemapfumbamwe uye ivo vava pamwe chete makore makumi maviri nemanomwe. Vakafamba zvakanyanya mukati memakore ekutanga iwayo. Iye mugadziri wemafirimu akateedzera hunyanzvi hwake uye murume wake akazove gweta.

Pavakasvika kuBoston, Goergens akafunga kuti aifanira kupa firimu imwezve kuyedza. Akatanga kutora makirasi kuBoston Film Video Foundation kwaakadzidza kupfura nekugadzirisa firimu. Akatora mabasa semubatsiri wekugadzira achidzidza bhizinesi pane seti. Pakupedzisira, akaenda kunoshandira kambani yemufirimu / yevhidhiyo yairoja nekutengesa michina kwaakazopedzisira atenga yake ndokugadzirira kuita yake yekutanga ficha.

Munguva pfupi, Tsono akaberekwa.

"Ndakanga ndine kamera ine mashoma zviwanikwa nemari, asi ini ndaisada kusvetukira mune yakawanikwa mifananidzo," akatsanangura. “Unogona kuviga nyaya zhinji dzemabhajeti muzvinyorwa zvakawanikwa. Iyi firimu yakanga iri padhizaini yekuyedza kuyedza kuita imwe mari kuti imwe firimu itevere. ”

Goergens akatanga kutsvaga tarenda remufirimu nekutumira kushambadza mumapepanhau emuno uye paCraigslist uye akawana nyeredzi yake, Brooke Berry, paMySpace.

Zvinhu zvemufirimu zvakanyanyisa kukura zvakabuda muiyi nzira yekukanda uyezve kubva pazano rekutanga iro rakatanga rwendo.

"Ini ndakaita sekutamba neiyi serial mhondi pfungwa," akatsanangura. "Chii chinoshandura killer serial uye chii chinoshandura mumwe munhu muhusungwa, kutonga, nharaunda yeS & M uye akaedza kuyambuka-kuunza iyo psychopath kutsvaga izvo zviri kuvatyaira."

Iyo firimu yakagadzira mhinduro yemagetsi muvateereri padunhu remutambo uye nekuda kweizvozvo, Goergens anga achifunga nezve nzira yekumberi achiti aifunga kuti achazoda "kudzosera zvinhu mukati" kweimwe firimu repiri asi mhinduro yakanaka yaakatambira yakachinja pfungwa.

Nzira iripamberi inosanganisirawo mumiriri uye kukanda mukati munharaunda yeGBBTQ +. Tsono yaisanganisira vana vatambi vekutengesa vanosanganisira Brooke uyo akatanga shanduko yavo mushure mekupera kwemifananidzo.

"Ndakafunga, kuve murume ngochani ndaive ndakangofanana, pandinoita mafirimu angu panofanirwa kuve nemumiriri," Goergens akadaro. “Kunyangwe paine munhu mumwe kana vazhinji vatambi, ndinoda kuti ivepo. Ini ndaida kuisa zvimwe zve izvo kunze uko munyika kune icho chiitiko uye ndisinganyari kure nazvo. Yakanga ine chinangwa; icho chaive chinangwa changu. ”

Paanenge asiri kugadzira mafirimu, director anoenderera mberi achishanda seartist uye achipa yakawanda nguva kumhuri yake iyo yakura kusanganisa vaviri vakagamuchirwa mapatya vanakomana.

Iye zvakare anopa yakawanda nguva yekutarisa mafirimu paanogona, kazhinji achiatamba iwo paanenge achinyora kana kupenda.

“Ini ndiri mutsigiri mukuru weCronenberg uye ndinodawo Ingmar Bergman. Chero chikonzero, ndinovada vese. Kuchema nekuzevezera uye Vakafa Ringers. Pese pandinenge ndichinyora kana kudhirowa kana kupenda ini ndinoisa bhaisikopo kumashure. Fede Alvarez's zvakaipa Dead ndeimwe yandinoenda kune yakawanda uye Annihilation kuti ndinogona kudzokorora uye kudzokorora nekudzokorora. ”

Iko kukanganisa kweCronenberg kunowanikwa chaizvo mukaravhani ye Tsono iyo iwe yaunogona kutarisa pazasi.