Ini ndakatanga kusangana naRakefet Abergel paNightmares Film Festival mu2017 mushure mekunge aonekwa panhaurirano yepaneru pamusoro pezvekufambiswa kwemagariro munharaunda inotyisa. Akanga ari, pamwe, ari anonyanya kutapurika munhu anoshamisa wandakambosangana naye.

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"Ndiri mumwe wemaBs muLBBT," akadaro. "Asi B anonyarara."

Kuti nditi ndakashamisika kwaive kushaya pekutangira. Ini ndanga ndisingazive patakasangana kuti aive nhengo yenharaunda yeGBBTQ zvachose, asi chimwe chinhuzve chaive chiripo mune chirevo icho chandisina kukwanisa kuisa munwe wangu.

Mushure mechinguva chidiki chekuronga chinokanganisa, isu pakupedzisira tinokwanisa kugadzira nguva yekutaura nezve zvakaitika kwaari semurume nemukadzi muindasitiri yemufirimu uye sei, kunyangwe mushure mekunge amusanganisira bisexuality mune yake yekuhwina mubairo mutambo mupfupi Jax murudo, hapana akaita seanoona.

Sezvingatarisirwa, mubvunzo wangu wekutanga mubvunzurudzo yedu yaive, "Unorevei kuti B anonyarara?"

"Zvakanaka, haina kunyarara kwandiri!" Abergel akaseka. “Ini ndakavhurika kwazvo nezve zvandiri, asi ndinonzwa kunge munharaunda yeLBBTQ B yakanyarara. Dzimwe nguva zvinoita sekunge nharaunda haina hanya nesu. ”

Pakarepo, chirevo chake chekare hachina kungoita zvine musoro, asi chakaita sekuremerwa kutakura, uye paakaenderera mberi achirondedzera zvaakasangana nazvo pakutanga muhupenyu achitenderera nechikwata chevabonde vevabonde, huremu hwechirevo ichi chakakura zvakanyanya.

Akaonekwa parwendo, pamwe nemukadzi wake waaidanana naye kwemakore gumi nematatu, apo vamwe vevamwe varairidzi vakatanga kutaura zvinyoronyoro nezvekuti aisanyanyoveko sei nekuti aitaura pachena nezve bondexuality muchiito chake. .

Vamwe vevakadzi ava vaive vagara hupenyu hwavo hwese sevakatwasuka, vachingobuda mune yavo 40s uye 50s mushure mekuve nevarume nevana kwemakore. Uye zvakadaro, vakamunongedzera minwe yake sekunge ndiye asiriye chaiye.

"Havana kuda kuti chero munhu avatonge," akadaro, "asi ivo vaigona chaizvo kutonga ivo pachavo."

Abergel akatora yakawanda yekushungurudzika uye kurwadziwa kwaakange anzwa pamusoro pemakore uye ndokudururira mukati Jax murudo, ichigadzira inotonhora-yeropa serial mhondi iyo inongoda mumwe munhu kudzorera rudo rwaanoda kwazvo kupa.

Uye zvakadaro, kunyangwe Jax, uyo Abergel akahwina mibairo mizhinji yekutamba mufirimu, anokwezva kune vese varume nevakadzi, hapana anoita kunge anozviunza zvachose.

"Handiyeuki chero munhu akambotaura nezvazvo," Abergel akadaro. "Izvi zvinoreva kuti zvakaitwa zvakajairika zvekuti hapana akazvibvunza, kana chimiro chemunhu chakangofuratirwa."

Ndinoda kufunga kuti ndicho chikonzero chekare, uye Abergel akabvuma kuti aya maonero akajairwa ndizvo zvaaitarisira mukufamba kwenguva.

Iyi firimu inotyisa sezvo Jax anogona kubva kuna "Ndinokuda" kuenda "Ini ndichakuuraya" nekukurumidza, uye Abergel anobvuma kuti aitya kuti angave ari kuenderera mberi nekufungidzira kwakaipisisa nezve vanhu vanoita bonde.

"Vanhu, vese vakarurama uye LGBT, vanozobuda votaura zvinhu zvakaita sekuti 'Saka, zvinoreva kuti unokwezva kune wese munhu, handiti?'" Rakefet akaseka. "Uye ini ndakafanana 'Iwe unokwezva kune wese murume kana mukadzi mupasi? Aihwa!'"

Icho chinetso mune ese maficha indasitiri. Kuenzanisirwa kuratidzwa kwevanhu vanoita bondexual zvinoita kunge kusipo, uye Abergel akashamisika kuti angaitei mune imwe firimu kubatsira kugadzirisa izvi.

Akatoseka hake kuti pamwe mhinduro yaive yevaenzi.

"Kurasa mabhokisi ese hazviitike kusvikira vatorwa vauya," akadaro. “Panogona kungove nemabhokisi maviri ipapo, uye rinenge riri bhokisi revatorwa kana bhokisi revanhu pavanorwisa madhongi edu. "Ndozvinoitika mune yega-firimu reSci-fi / rinotyisa nevatorwa."

Ini pachangu ndinoda kuona izvo Abergel aigona kuita nepfungwa iyoyo, asi yake inotevera hombe firimu projekiti ichave iri inoshamisa yekutyisa firimu nezve zvipoko uye kuve neakavanzika mazano e Izvo Zvinhema Pasi muDNA yaro, kunyange akabvuma kuti akange asina kuona iyo Harrison Ford / Michelle Pfeiffer firimu iye.

Kana zviri zvekumiririrwa mune ramangwana zvese mukati meanotyisa marudzi uye pasina, akadaro kuti anotarisira kuti vagadziri vemafirimu vachadzidza kuratidza chokwadi chebonde.

"Ndinoda kuona vatambi uko isiri chikamu," akadaro. “Haasi mumwe munhu akavhiringika kana. Matauriro andinoita kutsanangurira vanhu ndeyekuti ndinokwezvwa nemunhu, kwete murume kana mukadzi, uye ndizvo zvandingafarire kuona mumwe munhu achizowana shanduko.

Tinewe pane izvo, Rakefet.